It's stupid to lose control of something as simple as sleep, but I've been having trouble with it.
I should be more specific. I've been having trouble staying with it. I've been having trouble staying asleep. Falling asleep is easy: I get in bed, I'm gone. Invariably, however, some time around 3 or 4am — maybe because an outside noise cuts a hole into my dream, or maybe because the dream itself is somehow unpleasant, or maybe because JA once told me that most people who die in their sleep do it at around 3 or 4am, when their body temperatures are lowest — I wake up.…